Sunday, January 31, 2010

This is My Promise.

I still haven't forgiven you, and that scares me. Even more so, it should really scare you, too. I promise the day will come when you look over your shoulder for the rest of your life. I promise the day will come when you are afraid to take a shower for weeks. I absolutely promise you the day will come when your scars heal in the shape of my name.

You will have nightmares. You will be the shell of a person that I am. You will never forget me.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Angel

Yesterday my back hurt and I got sent home from Teh Job for wearing shoes that showed one millimeter of my little toe. But then I saw her and none of that mattered. Today I broke my glasses and got food poisoning. But then she called and none of that mattered.

A few nights ago, I prayed to God that I would somehow become a good person. And she makes me feel like I could be. She put her hand in mine and I knew, this just might be real.